Odin Did It Before It Was Cool.

Some people are cursed to never change. It’s a curse they place upon themselves. Then there are some people who could change, can change, have had every opportunity to do so, but ultimately love the wrong kind of attention, and go dashing back at the first opportunity.


The Hanged Man represents a person bound to a way of life or a way of thinking that no longer provides growth and change. It says to us that we must alter our perspective, and change how we see ourselves and how we interact with the world around us, or else we are doomed to suffer the rot.

I See Said The Blind Man To His Deaf Friend.

Can someone please explain to me what the difference is between a human being, and a gay or otherwise queer human being? So far, I can’t come up with anything, and I think that most people would answer the same if religion and state issues were entirely separate. Religion is not a requirement in order to find ones humanity, or establish a sense of order in a modern society. This war for LGBT rights is in folly. Stop looking to your government to legitimize you, and start living for yourself, and for your own pursuit of happiness.

If you live in a first word, a modern world, you have no excuse. Live your life. Define yourself, by yourself. Stop looking to a broken, toxic institution (that you already agree doesn’t represent you or your beliefs) for who you are and what rights you think you ought to have, and just live the best life you can.

If you’re thinking right now that we need government to protect us, you’re not ready to wake up yet fam, and those of us that have seen the light need to keep moving on up the conscious stream of life.

Namaste, fellow Earthlings.

Normally Children Annoy Me.

A group of kids board the bus and take some seats ahead of me. One of them is faintly singing, and it’s beautiful, whatever it is; his voice was like something from a different time, and place. Then he stopped to pick up conversation with his friends, which lead to someone exclaiming “–she’s lying!”, as if his friend was being mislead and his tone implied it was only obvious, that I cracked a grin, and felt assured that humanity would carry on into the future.

When Venus Attacks.

I’m not especially familiar with the various definitions of Feminist that have come into existence, but I am certain that the spirit of it is all but dead, and lunacy (oh the irony in that word…) has risen in its wake.

I’m no expert but I’m pretty certain that babies, be they male or female, are made when a sperm penetrates an egg and with some patience and much labor, the fetus will bake in approximately 9 months and graduate to infant (mozeltoff, it’s your birthday). Indeed science has brought us far, and the whole birds n’ bee’s bit doesn’t even need to happen for the sperm to meet its destiny egg! That’s pretty f’ing terrific, right?  If you can afford that. It’s unreasonably expensive to adopt children, let alone making one out of your own gene pool with the helpful hands of many doctors and several invasive procedures.

I can practically hear you now.  “We’ll fight to change that too!”
But that change won’t happen over night. Hell, Ireland is still fighting for the right of abortion, and the United States Vice President aims to make it illegal in the Land of the Free.

And if you think that won’t happen, you’re either naively optimistic about American Politics, or you’re just not listening at all, which makes you a part of the problem, not the solution.

When you can’t afford making or adopting a baby with your wife or husband, you eventually settle into a different routine which usually involves several dogs or cats…or both, and a fish. None of which is a bad thing, but admittedly wasn’t your first choice.

Now, the patriarchy affects women and men differently, but I think we can agree it’s pretty negative all the way around. So what the fuck is this “the future is female” bullshit then? Switching out words and definitions because you like your idea of what it means better, isn’t logical, let alone reasonable. It’s childish. It says you’re not able to think critically, and understand why the future is only what we will make of it, and this ridiculous divide between the sexes only makes “we the people” weaker against the real oppressors. Triggered at every perceived offense because it makes you uncomfortable…

Yeah, life is tough baby’s.
Some people are going to be shitty.
That doesn’t have to be your problem if you choose.
Learn to suck it up, buttercup.

The amount of violence we see today is paid for and instigated by the very people you expect to fix it.

The future won’t be anything but what the Oligarchs of our great empires say it is if we don’t get our collective shit together. Start thinking in place of virtue signaling till you’ve blown a cornea; find alternatives to federal and state banking; support local business, and businesses that contribute and provide for their communities rather than their quarterly bonuses; decentralize information, especially news networks and investigative journalists; speak up as a witness to injustice, corruption, and moral bankruptcy, especially when everyone else around you is silent.

Equality between the sexes isn’t given by governments, especially if you have any kind of peaceful faith placed in your heart by a greater power. It has always been there, and we have so many smart men and women today that can tell you why, but you’ll have to Youtube that yourself.



Apples & Oranges

I’m on the train going home, and my phone alerts me to some BTC news; it’s a smart phone with a lot of ideas. Anyways, some corporate soul selling fuckstick named Charlie Munger decided to give his opinion on trading cryptocurrency. He said:

Suppose you could make a lot of money trading freshly harvested baby brains. Would you do it? To me Bitcoin is almost as bad. I regard the whole thing as a combination of dementia and immorality. I think the people pushing it are a disgrace. There ought to be some things that are beneath you, that you just don’t do, and this is one. I think people who are professional traders that are going to trade cryptocurrencies, it’s just disgusting.

The fuck? A complex series of algorithms that make up a digital currency which provides value, unlike fiat currencies used today (namely the US Petrol Dollar), is akin to harvesting baby brains and trading them on the black market. He and his old friend George Soros would know so much about that.

His response to cryptocurrency is fueled by fear and the growing realization there is nothing he or anyone else on Wallstreet can do, but accept the tides of change, and adapt or die.

Change isn’t just neccessary, it’s inevitable. Comparing peaceful alternatives like cryptocurrency to horrific inhumane acts of baby brain harvesting isn’t even in the same stadium.

This is very much the same as people who wish for a nuclear holocaust just so Trump isn’t awarded a Noble Peace Prize for ending the Korean war; what the fuck is wrong with you?

We all have our own rituals, this is mine.

I tried to spark up conversation with you, again, and it went no where, like always. Sometime a few weeks ago, I saw something on your Instagram that struck the final chord and I snapped. Those were the last tears I will shed over you. I see the hole where you use to be but it looks more like a door now, amidst a field of poppy blossoms.

[My mindpalace is pretty magnificent, if I do say so myself.]

I’ll always know to find you in the pines.

Goodbye, Sweet Dixie.

I didn’t know it then, but I wrote something for the occasion, a poem no less. I’m only just a wordsmith.

These thoughts circle like wolves.
Predators. Tooth and claw,
blood and bone; until the soil is saturated.
From this sanguine fluid,
the anemone blossoms,
in the memory of us &
I am laid to rest.

I’m a cat person.

I’m watching a show on Netflix called The Red Road, and one of character’s asks her father why he can’t just take a day off work, and this was his response:

Look I have to go to work. You girls can’t just be home alone. […] ‘Cuz I can’t. I mean, you can’t just take days off. This isn’t what I want to do, okay? It’s what I have to do. I’m just trying to keep this family afloat. I’m not worth anything if I can’t do that.

Now for some context.

This guy’s wife is an alcoholic who is having trouble staying on the wagon, plus the voices are making sanity a little cloudy, so she’s been committed by her parents/his in-laws.

Netflix is a little dramatic, but so is regular life. When wealth became more important than humanity and compassion is where we went so terribly wrong, in my opinion of course. Inflation has devalued more than the paper in our wallets, but the paper’s on our walls as well; a degree, framed proudly in a study that’s a part of a second mortgage (mort means dead, or dying you know) means dick all in a failing economy.

It would probably shock most people (I was surprised, where you surprised?) to learn that the US has been experiencing an all time low birth rate, and has been for many years now. So has Canada, in fact. Actually, a lot of places you would think would just be BOOMING with babies are not, which begs the question why? What’s going on that would dissuade people from making babies? Other than the obvious “not everyone wants to have a family”, it turns out that once again money is problem. People want government tax breaks (it’s like we’ve forgotten how government should work), and more $$$ incentives to have children.

This is an article from 2007, so the numbers in here would have increased since then, but in short a stay at home parent (this article specifically surveyed women, but w/e) should bring in a six figure salary if paid. Think about that for a minute. Being parents, or even harder, a single parent, is hard work. They are helping guide a fresh new mind through hell. There are several allegories for this, just open a book once in awhile, you’ll become illuminated. In any case, today both would-be parents must have full time jobs that pay well over $80K in order to partially afford their new child (childcare is outrageously priced). The newborn is now a part time job that you’re always on call for. I’m certain I’m not the only one that see’s the many egregious errors in logic and ethic’s here.

I am somewhere between anger and overwhelming disappointment when I think we as a species have come so far to care and toil for so little in the most modern time we’ve ever known. History books filled with examples and reasons of what not to do, and what to do better; we might as well be rid of our own eyes if we’re not going to use them, and our voices for that matter.

If we want to ensure our future is prosperous, we have to stop giving power to the wicked and start looking to ourselves for the solutions.

tldr; Deciding to make another human being is beautiful, and should be treated that way not just by the parents, but by society. Wealth is not found in paper notes folded away in leather, tucked down a back pocket or in a purse. We need to value things differently, and stop using corrupt systems to fix the problems it creates.


political rant I.

People today seem all around apathetic to their government. Laws are being made that the public didn’t ask for that benefit no one but the oppressors, and their only response is “vote harder”. No one asks anymore if what they’re doing is moral or right, just if it’s against the law or not. And if the criminal in question is the law, or an agency of the law, it’s just…well, it’s not illegal that’s for sure because it’s for someone’s good…whomever that may be.

Most people would rather be spoon-fed their information from sources like CNN, BBC, Times and The Economist, because it’s easier, and obviously they always tell the truth, thereby making them credible. To question otherwise is to be paranoid and one of those conspiracy theorist, or worse yet, someone who spreads fake news and propaganda. I mean it’s not like this is even new information; check out this article from 2013 about “conspiracy theorists” and their assumed sane counterpart, the avid mainstream media consumer.

The authors were surprised to discover that it is now more conventional to leave so-called conspiracist comments than conventionalist ones: “Of the 2174 comments collected, 1459 were coded as conspiracist and 715 as conventionalist.” In other words, among people who comment on news articles, those who disbelieve government accounts of such events as 9/11 and the JFK assassination outnumber believers by more than two to one. That means it is the pro-conspiracy commenters who are expressing what is now the conventional wisdom, while the anti-conspiracy commenters are becoming a small, beleaguered minority.

But even with the knowledge of all the corruption, apathy reigns, and the excuse “corruption is everywhere” seems to be justification enough to continue tolerating it. Also, vote, because it works…?

“You can’t complain if you don’t vote!” -Proud Voter.

I disagree.

I just deleted several paragraphs on why I disagree because it was too preachy, and filled with my own version of virtue signaling; I don’t want to be like my enemy. I don’t appreciate how they communicate, so I don’t want to do it with my own message, and besides, it wouldn’t serve you any good to just take my word for it either. Use the internet. Read. Do your own research, and pluck up the courage it takes to formulate your own opinion, and stick to it until given a better reason not to.

People Of Interest

Thaddeus Russell – History\Philosophy\Politics
Scott Horton – Foreign Policy\Politics
Max Keiser – Economics\Politics
Andreas Antonopolos – Blockchain\Cryptocurrency\Politics
Tom Woods – Politics



[You may note that I’ve called this “Political Rant I”, meaning I’ll absolutely write more on the subject over multiple entries. I’m passionate, and malcontent.]